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Acoustic, Folk, Folk Rock, Alternative Pop
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                  SILVER              ALIEN VAMPIRESS IS FITTING IN              BRIDGES

 

 

 

Read my NEW BULLETIN ABOUT MY BELIEVERS.

Catself has a short Sellaband plan: 50 K by the end of 2009.

If you like my music, don't be afraid to invest. Don't wait till I'm at 40 K because it doesn't work if everyone is doing that.

If I am nowhere close to 50 K by the end of 2009, I won't blame you if you take your money out!

 

 

 

Album incentive: 10 parts = full album (10 tracks).

 

PLEASE READ MY FORUM POST ABOUT SELLABAND'S IMAGE IN FINLAND.

 

IMPORTANT: to some of the people in Finland I have contacted who misunderstood me. No, this is not a "pyramid scheme"... or a "cheating music site". Please look here and see the artists who have made albums this way, listen to their music... And here, at the ones who are now recording. Check out our radio, a volunteer project where I also work, helping other unsigned artists. This is real. I know Sellaband is not very well known in Finland yet and that money issues are VERY sensitive in Finland. Believe me, I hesitated a LOT before I asked anyone from Finland for help, although I live here and so do most of my friends and people I know. I asked you because I thought you MIGHT want to promote music coming from Finland here, on an international site. After such a short time here, I am on (page 5) UPDATE: page 4 out of over 600, (look) UPDATE: look here - I really do have a chance. If you help me, not only will you have my gratitude, my CD and some share in my revenues, but you will know you have helped to promote independent music coming from Finland in the world. And if you don't want to help me, it is your choice and your right - of course. I don't expect everyone to do that. But please don't condemn thousands of hardworking artists who are, through this site, trying to get a chance to start earning their living doing what they love and do best, and the people who are helping them. Like the people whose profiles you can see below - people from all over the world who I have never met who have invested in me because they like my music.

I have asked you to help if you would like to do it and if you like my music. If you wouldn't like to do it, just ignore my email and don't get offended because I have asked. You never know the answer until you ask the question...

Why don't I get a "real job", you might ask. I do those too. No, I have never been on an unemployment benefit or have never sought any such help from the Finnish state. You can check it... There is only one Agnieszka Holm in Finland.

I am just doing my best to start making my living doing what I love and am good at. I am entirely self-taught and have no contacts; at the moment this is the only possible start for me. Don't help me if you don't want to, but why be so negative? Couldn't Finland do with a few more good, original, passionate artists?

I know it's dark and gloomy outside but that is not my fault. So, don't be angry and just enjoy the music. I don't mind if you listen for free! :)

 

Agnieszka Holm - Catself

 

 

 

To Believers on Sellaband: I am still seriously aiming for 50 K by the end of 2009. And on my part I am doing all I can to get there by then. The rest is up to you!

 

 

INCENTIVES!! :)

If you buy 10 parts, you will get my self-produced album People Made of Air (10 tracks) on top of my Sellaband album. It will be sent to you next year. So, don't miss out on this offer!

 

And a SPECIAL OFFER: you will also get the album for only 5 PARTS if you find me AT LEAST ONE NEW BELIEVER. What do you think? Not a bad offer at all! Just tell that believer that I was recommended to him/her by you so that I know.

 

 

If you like my music - have faith in me as I have faith in you. I gave up the chance of a well-paid full-time job to do this. I couldn't be more serious about what I'm doing.

 

And if my budget looks small to you now - just think that just a bit over one month ago I wasn't yet here at all!

 

And two months ago none of the songs that you can listen to in my profile had been recorded or even composed.

 

So just think what Catself can do in a year.

 

Catself believes in Catself! And I believe you believe in Catself too!

 

                                      Agnieszka Holm - Catself  =^^=

 

 

 

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Catself is Agnieszka Holm. I was born in Poland, moved to Finland soon after I grew up and happened not to move away, so it feels like having two home countries. I studied English at Maria Curie-Sklodowska in Lublin, Poland, and University of Joensuu, Finland, and the brilliant instruction I received there probably helps me write my lyrics! :) (the smile is for my teachers if they ever come across this profile!) I always wanted to go to a music school, and never could understand some of my classmates who were bored with their piano lessons their parents were forcing them to go to! But it seems that it matters the most whether you have music in your head. I learnt to play the guitar by myself, and then learnt to play some other (easy :) ) instruments; now I'm learning the piano. I have done many things in my life, but music has always been with me and the times when I was not writing songs were not good times. Like many, I played for friends first, then started playing in pubs - in small towns of Finland, Ireland and Norway.

 

The realisation that music was far too important to me to be just a hobby and that if I didn't try to be more serious about something I love so much, I would regret it all my life, was becoming stronger and stronger. With every minute spent playing and singing, every song written, and, especially, every gig. So in the end I took a step further and started making proper recordings of my songs. At the same time, more and more songs got written.

 

I write my songs, words and music, sing and play all the instruments - a lot of them come from the synthesiser. I like to play with different styles, depending on the theme and mood of the song, and I decided to upload three very different songs here. Silver is my latest song, and has, I think, a bit of a folky feel. Bridges is a calm guitar soing, Alien Vampiress Is Fitting In - a song about how things may not be as they seem, and the music helps to express that. Bridges and Alien Vampiress are finished tracks, or as finished as they can be in my "studio"! Clown, which I had here earlier (available now only on MySpace) is a live mono recording that I have done nothing to.

 

This Sellaband project is part of my bigger project to make music more of a profession. I love doing other jobs too. And I think it's healthy for any artist. But I couldn't stand the thought that something which feels like the most right thing for me to do is something that I have to squeeze within the few hours between when I come back home from work and when I go to sleep. This is something I can do, want to do and want to share.

 

This project is something I am doing all by myself. I have no one helping me, no one promoting me, no big names to back me up. Still, I have decided not to work full time for at least one year in order to concentrate on music and give this project a serious chance. I treat is as my main job now, even though I am not really benefitting from it financially yet. I practice, make new songs, record and look for opportunities. And I am here. Not for fun. Not for adventure. For real.

 

If you have already heard my Alien Vampiress song, you may have guessed my fondness for horror. Have you seen Roman Polanski's film "Rosemary's Baby"? Do you remember that moment when Rosemary says... well, screams: "This is not a dream, this is really happening?"

 

This is not a dream. This is really happening.

 

I am not daydreaming. I have taken a decision about my life, and what I want to do, and this is happening. I am making things happen. And since I like the idea of this site, and have a lot of respect for it, have been its frequent visitor for quite some time and have supported it by buying CDs, supporting other artists and spreading the word about it wherever I go, I hope that some of what is going to happen is going to happen with Sellaband.

 

And that is up to you. It is real. Do you believe?

 

(My little friend Alien Vampiress says: "You'd better" :D )

 

Agnieszka Holm - Catself

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Lyrics:

 

Note: if anything in these lyrics seems weird, that's because I have taken some concepts from different languages, legends, mythologies... You can ask me if you're curious, but I think it's better to just enjoy whatever pictures these songs bring to your minds ;) Enjoy!!!

 

Silver

 

Give me a silver mandoline

Give me a silver spoon

And all that I've gathered,

All my lucky tools.

Give me a silver lining,

The bonnet I was born in,

And all that I borrowed,

All that I owed.

Put it in a silver case

And a case in a silver van,

Drive it to the river,

Load up the canoe.

Lay me on a silver blanket,

Lay me face down,

So that my face faces

The flowing current.

 

Not the ruby of the rose,

Not the gold of the sun,

Not the copper of the fox,

It's silver that is mine.

I see silver, silver skies

And silver, silver water

With my silver eyes

I'm looking

Up

I was taken by surprise

 

So give me a silver mandoline,

Give me a silver spoon

And all that I've gathered,

All my lucky tools.

Give me a silver blanket,

The bonnet I was born in,

And put the arrow that pierced my lung

On top of my belongings.

Tuck it all in a silver case

And the case in a silver van,

Drive it to the river,

Load up the canoe.

Lay me on a silver blanket,

Lay me face down,

So that my face faces

The flowing current

I

I was shot from the back.

 

 

Alien Vampiress Is Fitting In

 

Oh, I know,

Elves are green,

Dwarves are red,

They live in houses of mushrooms and

Snow is white,

The sun is hot,

Strangers, they don't speak our language.

 

We breathe in air,

Women like men,

They wear dresses, sometimes skirts,

But not all that glitters is gold,

Look how much I know,

Look what a brain I have

 

Soon I'll speak to you,

I'll talk a bit,

Till I find out what makes you tick.

I'll smell your skin and then I'll know

How much it can pay me for my effort.

Your blood is red,

Your veins - they throb,

Your palm is open and you'll live long,

Because you're not quite my type,

You've no clue that I've just saved your life.

 

Oh, look what I know,

Look what I know,

I know everything about you all.

Now that I know all that I know,

I think I'll find some group to belong to.

They won't notice, they won't guess,

They'll never see how they fall in my nets,

How they get weaker with every drop

That gives me strength running down my throat.

'Cause I'm one of them when I look like them,

I speak like them and I sleep like them.

So when I bite, they won't shout -

That's what it's all about.

 

 

Clown - to be found on www.myspace.com/agnieszkaholm

 

I beg your pardon? Did your friend just say I look foolish?

No, I'm not offended, I just would like you to explain;

He's a drunk with a nose redder than mine, who is he to judge me?

 

Oh well, maybe I misheard it; I wasn't concentrating,

Thinking about someone extraordinary or something.

 

When asked what I am, I usually shy away from answering

Or I fall back on the pieces of clay all men were made of

At the beginning of time, and then I quickly change the subject,

For I'm a clown from a bankrupt circus.

 

See, it's hard to shake off the piss they take out of me when I'm working,

Even in a suit and tie and with no make-up I feel I should be joking,

And the tears that gush out my eyes I forget I'm not faking.

 

You flashed your eyes.

For a while I wished you could marry me.

The best girl in the world, I'm sure of that, and I'd like to be yours.

I watch as you move in this musical way between the tables

While it's my bread to trip over my toes.

 

Occasionally I wish I could be something different,

Still, I've got my pride and I don't care what you do

With this image of me which is as fake as this mask I'm used to wearing.

 

If I tell you more, at best you'll say: that sounds interesting.

At the end of the night you'll walk away clutching his elbow.

I'll be left with my wit that can hurt as these knives would if they hit me,

For I'm a clown,

I'm a clown,

I'm a clown from a bankrupt circus.

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Jan 08 2009 18:17 CET Ed the Cheesehead .... ::: J am a friend of SELLACAT ::: .... A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL !!! ....

Thank you ..... greetings back to Christer and Johan .......... WOW ....... I hope you like Holland ..... do you have tasted the Dutch Cheese ?????

Greetings from Cheesetown,
Ed
Jan 08 2009 16:53 CET Ed the Cheesehead .... ::: J am a friend of SELLACAT ::: .... A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL !!! ....

HAPPY 2009 !!!

gr,
Ed
Jan 08 2009 08:44 CET Kevin

Hi Catself
Sorry about the delay in replying to your message. I was away for the christmas and only got back yesterday. Hope you had a great christmas. May all your selladreams come true in 2009.
Very best wishes
Kevin
Jan 07 2009 16:42 CET Liza Chase

Hi Catself, I finally get round to congratulating you to your Song of the Week!!!! Good stuff!! Happy New Year!:) Liza
Jan 04 2009 21:09 CET CyLu 11 parts to 7k!

Thank you for your comment! (but I have not found your chart analysis in the forum???) Too bad! Still in NL? Wish you all the best!

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Artist Summary

Target $50,000
Believers 61
Discovered by Ossi T Check Out New...
Latest believer Samu
Latest investment 3 parts by Johan Jongerius -...
 
Signed up Oct 20, 2008
Last updated Jan 01, 2009
Last seen Jan 08, 2009
Tracks played 3460
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